“It just seems impossible”, “I don’t see how I can ever get out of this situation”, “What am I going to do?”. All of theses questions have and probably will continue to plague me at one point or another. The weight of today seems to never lighten, the load of the current burden somehow manages to gain weight and never get any easier to bear. All of the above statements are completely true when I am not clinging desperately to my Lord. God is able to change my whole world in a instant. Turning to Him allows the dark clouds of confusion and grief to disappear allowing His light to shine thru. Seeking his face makes the burden that I so dread to bear seem as nothing in comparison to His glory. My frantic questions and feelings of despair are all silenced in the still small voice of comfort which He whispers to me. So why do I live with these chains? Perhaps to teach me that I can truly do nothing without the help of my God. I am helpless but not hopeless, in despair but not abandoned, a stranger yet loved more dearly than I can ever imagine. I will live with todays weight and I will draw near to my God so that I can live for tomorrow.
